♥ Tuesday, August 22, 2006, 6:56 PM ♥
im a big failure fer anything tat i've done . ii cant handle loves so do friendship . haiish .
today took PSL photo in the morning . skip lit class . lesson wasn't fun . felt bored and all . budd gort sum tiimes ii was thr hiigh .
after skull , went tu tmall . alort thiings happen . budd ii wun post them . saw kaili mama , christine mama , meiqi jie , gwen and the other ob their friends thr . was an detectiive todae . xDi was a failure tu everything ii do . nothing would last long fer me . friendship , i noe we are bad towards her . budd we need tu hab tiimes tu settle everything down . iibh she changed her attitude , character and loads more , we wouldnt b doiin this at all . and we wiiu stiiu b the forever good ob all frends . bud nw , everything seems tu change . haish .
loves , ii blife forever loves at ferst . nw , ii ddun anymore . he make me hartbreak few tiimes . ii was really down wiibh everything . ii wun bliife anyone tat say tu me , forever loves and say would wait . those are craps . really craps . guys wun wait wenh they found others girls betta . ii wiiu jush locked mye hart nw . ii ddun wan tu get hurt any further . mye hart really hurts wenhh ue leave . ii locked mye hart , until a truthful guy or can say mye mr. right tu unlocked it . its was really a torture ob choosing tu loves ue . its really sweet and felt much more fortunate tu hab ue by mye side . wenh ii was feeling down , he was thr tu comfort me . wenh ii was happy , he would happy wiibh me . nw ue everything gone . mayb its all fate . ii couldn't do anything . or ii couldn't do anythiing tu go agaiinst fate . haiish . everything changed . ii feels lyk giivin up on the everything ii hab nw or cans say let go all ob them including mhye lives . bud ii cant bear to lose any one ob mye loves ones . ii wans tu hab a break tu sort all things out . bud how long would ii need ? haiish . let me settle everything . ii wiiu nort go into loves anymore . until sumone unlocked mye hart .
nw , frends iish more impt tu me nw . the onii frends wiiu care . and nort forgeting mye baobei zhuukor . he done alort for me . they are more precious dden anyone else . iilovethem .
* loves me forr whu ii m . nort whu ii m nort . wans hurt me , get out .
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