♥ Thursday, August 24, 2006, 6:42 AM ♥
im here tu post ytd derh post . ytd was too tired tu tink ob anything else .
todae skull was fun ii guess . learn tu dance . dden hab tu watch narnia . hahas . entre today hab ppl frm rp tu cum here tu say bout their melt camp . whiich we will b goiin at dec . went tu mac wiibh mq . dden saw costlan and jia jin thr . hahas . we eated alort derh chilli sauce . and was crapping all the way . laugh lyk hell . hahas . dden take bus wiibh costlan and jia jin . hahas . was a fun day wiibh them . ii hab a new name called yeas !
iis it wrong tu let ue go ? ii ddun noe .. ii ddun meant it . budd ii hab to, no matter how much ii ddun wann . its jush that .. haiish . letting ue go iish easier or loving ue iish easier ? ii ddun noe . jush noe that loveing iish really a torture to me . ' if its torture , let go ' its wad zhukor say to me . ii jush mayb try tu let ue go . haiish . its really hurt lorts . and ue ddun even understand me at all . haiish . hab alort thing that bother me . studiies , friendship , and ue . haiish . mye nuer bite herself . she wans tu die . ii nw iish totally a failure . ii cant encourage ppl . haiish . totally a failure . jush no one thr fer me . its a good way tu escape than tu face them . its really a lort ob problem . ii ddun wan tu face them . really ii ddun wish to . really ...
* its hard tu let ue go . bud ish more torture tu loves ue . ue wun understand how ii feel .
smile tu hide sadness frm everyone .
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