♥ Friday, July 06, 2007, 6:24 PM ♥
im just speaking whats on my mind. its none of you all business to come and ask me what happen. im sad..i really dun noe how am i going to pull through the days without you.
although just never contact for few minutes since then,
i've already started to miss you.
maybe this sound ridiculous,
but i dun noe why.
i wouldnt stop you from what you wanted to do.
i already very very hard to pull through that past 1week.
now is more than that.
maybe, i just started to feel something for you ?
i dun noe either.
even if so,
i also wont speak a word.
but did you know you really make me very very dissapointed ?
you say you will get me back.
but during this period of time,
alot things can happen.
or maybe i have car accident ?
how i wish this period i will pass through.
not able to talk to you
not able to speak what on my mind to.
not able to hear someone to cheer me up
not able to hear someone to ask me eat on time.
not able to sms you.
i really dun noe how am i going to pull through it.
or maybe i am too too over sensitive?
fews days i alreadt cant tahan ler.
what more for this another whole week or worse till a month?
would you regret if anything happens ?
since this is your decision
i guess, i shall go over with it.
it would be a very long long time for me to get over this.
and i guess
i will be able to.
you will never know what im thinking right now.
im very very confused.
neither i have anyone i can speak to
the one always share with my problem just turn and walk away.
i now shall only rely on myself.
even if i pull through the days without you,
things might ended up in another way.
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