♥ Sunday, August 26, 2007, 12:47 PM ♥
what is love?
i really dun understand whats on my mind now.
but this qns suddenly popped out of my mind.
and seriously, i dun noe how to reply to it.
it seems that, i dun noe what is love.
maybe, loving someone too much will get my heart numb.
sometimes i think i choose the right person.
but in the end, everything seems to go on the other way as what i wished for.
everything is in a mess for me now.
alright, peeps,
i now not a psl/exco anymore due to some reason
should be sad or ..?
suddenly feels so emo now.
no mood to do all the things that i aimed to do for today.
and i'll get a scolding from mr jalani soon i guess. TT
seeing everyone was dissappointed in me,
my heart really sank.
why must i told her that my mum wanted me to quit?
i dun noe anything now.
im just too too too down to say anything.
i guess, actually no one know im down now yea.
typing this whole chunk of crap here can't help any.
but i still put it all here.
because, of a simply reason,
i have no one to say it to.
maybe , every decision making is wrong.
if times could really turn back,
how much things i would wished to do again and re-do again
but perhaps, it will never to be done again.
maybe, holding on to the person that they think they are not,
is never wrong.
but, now i realise,
everything actually is just a lie to me.
and, maybe, you have to given up. so do i.
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Sometimes, there's only one thing left to say.
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LEEPEINING ;