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♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008, 12:23 AM ♥

I really missed the times and days where we could talk everything under the sun.
I really missed the times and days where we share all our troubles and thoughts.
I really missed the times and days where we could see each other face to face and chatted.

I really dun know whats is going on with me.
I've stopped finding you.
I've stopped talking to you.
I've stopped sharing thoughts with you.

I dun noe whats makes me feel not to do everything.
I just cant bring myself out to do every of this things again.
I really dun noe whats going on right now.
Right at this point of time.
Right at this few seconds passed.

I don't understand whats am I living for now.
I suddenly really feel so lost, so aimless.

I don't knoe what the fcuk hell happen all around me.
I feel lonely at times. but who knows?

Where is the person that always guiding me through every ups and downs?
Where is the person who listen to all my troubles?
Where is the person who is always ther for me 24/7?

& now i realised, I've got to be strong and independent.
But there is no stregth for me to go for any everything.
I wanted to stand on my own without you standing next to me and helping me.
But each times I've tried. And i Failed.
And fall right back to where I've started again.

If ever, times would stop at any moments I wanted it to be.
Just stopped at the moments where you stood next to me.



My blogg songs just describe what i wanted to say.

Goodbye - Janice


I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Through it's gonna hurt us both
THere's no other way than to say good-bye

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Sometimes, there's only one thing left to say.